Bad Boys

In follow-up to the last post, I have successfully moved into a complete circle. I worked it out with one of the RAs, and I am now back into my original room. The entire situation took over a majority of my free time, and am now left to do homework Sunday night in the library. *sigh* It's my own fault, after all. I can't blame everything on outside sources, however much I would like to. I did play a couple worlds on Kingdom Hearts. I've also been watching Boys Over Flowers nonstop. If your reading this, then please take this as your opportunity to skip to the next paragraph... Unless you've already seen the whole show. But even if your not planning on watching, I hate telling people important storyline info. Anyway! Here I go! Goo JoonPyo's father passed away, so he was forced to take over the ShinHwa company. This meant that he had to leave JanDi... He sent her a text saying something along the lines of "Stay right there and don't move. I'll be back soon." It was totally adorable. But apparently, after 6 months he never contacted her, or the other F4 members. So they went to him instead. It was really hard to get him, since he was always so busy. Long story short, JanDi finally got her personal meeting with him, and he was a total jerk. He called her "a stain that needed to be erased". I almost cried right along with JanDi. However, my roommate was in the room, so I resisted the urge. Anyway, you kinda follow her around for a while as she goes through a really emotional state. But then you finally switch back to JoonPyo... he goes up to his awful mother and says, "I hope your happy. If you do anything to her, I will destroy ShinHwa". It was that moment that you knew he was faking it, and every inch of his face was covered in pain. The most amazing part of the entire series thus far was the scene where he was watching the video that JiHoo made. JanDi is telling JoonPyo how much she misses him, and it was really cute. Then this video from when JoonPyo was a child follows. He is with his father, and they're looking at an airplane. His father says to him, "Goo JoonPyo, if I ever leave, it's your job to take care of your mother and sister, and the ShinHwa company. Do you promise?" and little JoonPyo says, "yeah! I promise!" and they pinky-swear. Then present time JoonPyo lets out this agonizing cry, and he sinks to the ground, engulfed in sobs. It was so emotional, I could hardly continue to watch without sobbing myself. There is no doubt that episode 14 and 15 are the best thus far. Poor JiHoo. Always forced to be the 'friend'. After he got his haircut, I sorta fell in love with him again. But... this is for the next paragraph.

When I think back onto the past post about my love for, well, 'bad boys', I believe that this Boys Over Flowers phase has confirmed my theory. While JiHoo is totally hot, he's so... nice. Okay, I'm not saying it wouldn't be totally easy to fall for him, but... after a while, I slowly started to move to JoonPyo's side. JiHoo is by far more attractive, but JoonPyo's acts of love are so rare, sweet, sincere... how could you not love him? He's a total jerk, and yet... Nice guys always ask, "why do girls always like the jerks?" See, theres some things they need to understand. Girls don't necessarily always like jerks, for starters. The term 'bad boy' needs to be clearly defined in order for that statement to make sense. For instance, JoonPyo, Baek SeungJo, Mr. Darcy, Kyo... all of them are the dark, loner, stand-offish kind of guys. Sorta awkward at times (with the exception of SeungJo. I can't remember him ever being awkward), but super sweet. And rare. The things they do don't happen often, which makes them extra special. See? Girls (at least, this one) aren't aiming for a guy who hits you and plays around with other girls. Although, the idea of 'taming' someone is always a pleasant though. Though, even I agree that the whole theory is unrealistic. The thing about a 'nice guy' is that it's too easy. Most people hold to the belief that guys are supposed to chase after the girls. And I agree, totally! However... what is it I'm trying to say, exactly? Maybe just... life is more exciting with a slow-growing love. Not the kind that just pops up. Which is basically how it usually is for a 'nice guy'. *sigh* I feel like I'm totally hating on good people. I would say I'm not, but... I feel like that would almost be a lie. Because, no matter how you look at it, I kinda am. Well, whatever. Be who you are. Don't try to be a bad guy to impress girls. Because I honestly believe everyone has their own soulmate. And you're never gonna find them if you aren't yourself. So if a girl doesn't like you because you're too nice, so what? She has another soulmate, and so do you. But finding them isn't the main goal of life. Just don't worry about it. Everything will work out someday.

Funny and cool things that have happened these past couple of days. I was in the car with my friend, her boyfriend, and his roommate. We were listening to electro music, and there was this random rapper in the middle of it. I asked my friend's boyfriend if this was "electro rap". He said it was more like random rap syllables just thrown in. So we started making fun of it. We were having a conversation along the lines of "be-bedu bap ade be" "bop-a-da boop a bebe" "boo boo ba-beda". When out of nowhere, his roommate goes, "ni hao" in the most obnoxious chinese accent ever. It was hilarious. But it was probably only funny to us... Earlier at Taco Bell, we had been talking about different Eastern dialects. So it was pretty funny.

Not to long ago, my international friend that I've been hanging out with told me about her night. Apparently, she was in her room with her roommate (whom she has nicknamed "Ice") and her roommates boyfriend. They were watching a movie without headphones, so she was getting annoyed. So instead of trying to drown out the sound with her own headphones, like I usually do, she took them out and turned her computer on full volume and watched a Chinese movie. XD All I could do was laugh at her. Seriously, when did she become so spiteful? It was hilarious!

Today at dinner, I had an orange. I was able to successfully peal it in one fatal swoop! That's right, all in one piece! I was pretty proud of myself. So I asked her (... my international friend. Someday, I'm going to crack and just say people's names. Protecting people's identity is hard...) to take a picture of it. So she took it for me, while I held the peal. When I looked at the photo, I noticed that she had gotten the face of the cute guy sitting behind me in the picture. Later she told me it was kind of on purpose. Hahah! I was so proud of her at that moment.

So here I sit in the library. I finished my chocolate milk already, so I'm somewhat at a loss for what to do now. I turned around randomly, and discovered that it was totally dark outside. I've been in here for way to long. But it's the only place I can be at peace. I still have homework to do. I'm such a terrible person. I really love the weekend. It's so relaxing. Why can't life be like this? I'm currently working on ideas for my manga. Someday, I'll come up with a really good one, and I'll be able to make my debut. I'm aiming for something that is similar to my life story, with my friends. That could be made into something really good. I can tell.

Do or do not. There is no try.